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It's possible to be so relieved I'm in tears and so freakin mad at him that I just want to leave him out another night.

I heard Jack about 9pm when I went out to the car. Almost two hours later I still haven't gotten him to come in. He's so scared he won't come near me. I have all the doors open so he can just come in.

So here I am. On the edge of the hood. At almost 11pm. Laying on the couch with the front door wide open, the garage door wide open, the dog door propped open.

I'm giving him until midnight then I'm going to bed.

Now that I know he's alive...I more likely to just be irritated at him for being such a freak.